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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
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im at school and im updating a thing a forgot all about cause im this bored. paul has my damn game boy and have nothing to do. anyways. the new band played a few nights ago at canyon lake. it was fun. more insane than fun but none the less good times were had. i have a foot shaped bruise on my knee so thats no good. anyways im out. listen to clyde huxtabulas. grind extrodinaire.
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Sunday, February 2nd, 2003
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yup. im updating. took me long enough. well i got a few new cds. theya re some good jams.
im happy. for the first time since i cant remember how long its been im actually happy. and not like just kinda happy for the moment its like im genuinly not full of hatred towards anything at all right now. good thing.
yeah i htink i'll keep this around for a while. as long as possible.
thats it.
bye<3
marc
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Saturday, December 14th, 2002
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i remember when i use to love life and everything about it. then i remember when i use to hate life and everything about it. now i realized why i loved life in the first place. because you never know when its gonna end. i mean any second you could die and you wouldnt be able to do anything about it. it makes me realize that there are few chances that shoudlnt be taken in life. do everything you can to make you happy hear cause when its over theres no second chances, no continues. no i think i'd like a second try at that one see if i get it right this time. you just need to not be afraid to take risks. risks are what make life worth living. i mean im not saying in gonna go play on a freeway and see if survive. but i am saying that theres no reason not to keep yourself from being happy. just because your afraid of what might happen.
i also realize i use to hate everyone for the wrong reasons. i use to try to outcast myself because i thought if i was wierd enough people would like me. i remember in 7th grade when if you were wierd you were cool. and when i didnt become one of those "cool" people it made me hate all of them just because i wasnt one of them. well fuck them. i now realize the only people i hate are the happy people. but i only hate them because im jealous of them. im sick of everyone being happy and not me. im sick of everyone who is happy telling me about how god damn great thier lives are. fuck them and fuck all of thier stupid happy little shit. im sure that once im over being angry i will change my mind completely but for right now im pretty god damn mad.
also, recent of events have made me doubt my quazi-faith. i use to think i had a pretty good religeous base. i also use to wonder if there was a god at times. well now i know the answer. yes there is a god and hes a fucking prick. if there was a good who was all loving and all merciless then why are there people dying of starvation in africa. and why are there people dying on a consant basis in the middle east becuase of fighting for a god. if theres a god then why are there millions of people everyday who die from from drunken fucks in cars. i just want to know if theres a god then why do so many poeple have to suffer day to day with cancer, aids, and starvation. if you can answer that then perhaps you have the perfect faith. until please think about what you place all your faith in and ask yourself is the right thing to do?
and on that note,
im gone like the twin towers
<3
marc
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Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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Saturday, November 23rd, 2002
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ahhh live journal my friend, alas i have neglected you far to long. so hows everybody doin on this lovely evening. im doin alright but it could definitly be better. i got me some new shoes. yeah they are generic but i like em so yeah. i need my freakin hair cut badly. work is awesome. i work like 3 days a week and bring in about $120 a week. other than that im not doin so swell. lately ive been kinda tired. travis invited me to go to the movies and i wanted to go but i really needed shoes so sadly i had to decline. now i kinda wished i didnt cause i really wanted to see that movie. it was the new friday movie. gonna be effin halarious. i need new clothes too. i have a pair of pants that has a hole in em. right in the crotch. its a really small hoole but since i dont wear any undiesi suppose i shoudlnt wear them anymore. even though im going to keep wearing them. just cause. i was supposed to say something about this girls mom in here but i can only think of one thing. she pretty darn nice. you know who you are. um cannible corpse is supposed to playing at thekey club in december or something with skinless. i will be there if its really goin down. though i definitly wont be dancing. those metal kids are freakin crazy. immolation was tonight. didnt go cause i couldnt afford it ticket. and i dont wanna drive to la for a band i only kinda wanna see. though im sure it would have been a great show. new cd time again. last cd i bought was 18v vanity and wasnt dissapointed and the new one will be just as good. i hope. for anyone out there who plays video games and has a ps2 buy mortal kombat deadly alliance. its by far the most brutal game ever. but if your gonna get it get it now cause its going fast. it brings a whole new level of gore to video games. blood in video games = second greatest thing ever. i suppose thats it for now. kep undated cause iw ill be posting more and more as i get more and more bored.
bye
<3
marc
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Monday, October 28th, 2002
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i remember when things just werent the same. my life went up in smoke. the end came crashin down on me. just when i found this peice of sympathy. you tunred your back, walked away after the eulogy. can i touch your lips? feel the motion of your kiss? i remember when first saw your face. you took my breath away and left without a trace. so here i stand empty handed point of view. i took some time. the search is up and i found you. can i touch your lips? feel the motion of your kiss? where did you go? its not the distance keeping you from seeing me. it aint the the weather changin minds or changin dreams. its not the sight of you when i stepped of the plane.i think that things will be much better off this way. an when my seasons change...i might have to pary for rain. now that ive found you, your not leavin me. please stay right by my side, i'll give you everything. there shoe goes. there she goes with me. another lonely winter i dont think i we'll see. where did you go?
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Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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seriously i think i am the only 19 year old who cant wait to get married. like seriously i just want to get that part of my life over with cause then i will never have to lok for anyone else ever again. i see people who are married and they seem genuinly happy. as opposed to people who just have sex with people all the time. there are times in my life when i seriously think im gonna have to die alone. i think its the only thing im really scared of. not death itself but dying with no one by my side. it scares the shit out of me. its been a long time since ihad a girlfriend and she wanst even really a real girfriend but the thoguht of loving someone is one that is missed by my tired cold little heart. i think if washappy i wouldnt mind so much that other people are happy. its to the point when i cant even stand being in the same room as couples. they make me almsot sick. i think its because im jealous. its a serious envy inside me that i wish would just go away but i cant seem to get rid of that feeling of bitterness and just get over it and do something about my present situation. im tired of not having someone to call just to say goodnight too. of all the things in this world that are gone for me that is one that i truly miss. yeah it sounds sappy. sometimes i wish i could just say i love you to someone again and really mean it. not just say and go through the motions. i think that this migh tbe the void inside me that really needs to be filled. i read somewhere once that to be really happy with ones life youhave to have all these things. i think all i need is one of those and i would be really happy. if i were living in a little shack in themiddle of nowhere and had no clothes and barely any food i think all i would need to go on is the love of someone. knowing that no matter what happend i wouldnt be going through any of it alone. unfortunaly im a bitter little person who knows that it wont ever happen and i will die, cold and lonly with no one by my side butmaybe a dog. its so much the fact that its gonna happen and it will but the fact that i know it will and i probably wont do anything about it. i want to. really i do. i wish i could do somethign about it. someone was saying that having someone like that is pointless cause itsjust ends up hurting. well i would be willing to suffer a thousand painful deaths just to not feel so empty anymore. maybe im crazy and totally fucked up in the head or maybe its the fact that im listening to dashboard confessional right now, ormaybe just that im done with it. done with being alone. even though i say that its just too hard for me to really do anythign about it. i think if i wasnt so shy it would be easier. but its not. sorry to anyone who actually read this but i needed to get it out. i fyou want me to pay for the time of your life you want back that i wasted by reading baou tmy boring life you can pretty much screw youself cause ita int gonna happen but thanks for reading anyways.
thats it
bye
<3
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hello everyone. well this past week has been pretty fun i suppose. except most of it. yesterday me and monique went to see jackass the movie. its pretty funny. but its also pretty freakin gross. then we went to travis' work. it was cool.
a few days ago i went with evan to some rockabilly show. so me and miles and evan and dimitri went there and we got there and there were these two girls and one was really nice but the other one just looked like courtny love so we called her hole all night. and me and miles told her we were in the mafia and she like totally belived us. dumb bitch. then the next day i went to evans bands show at filthys. it was cool. i was bored so i went online and this girl chealsie was like lets hang out and so she said she wanted to go to the show so i was like ok whatever its better than sitting online. this band called the irish brothers played. they are bad ass. and we were sitting there and some guy who was like one of the first people ever in some huge gang was there and he was like getting all mad and some guy who was blowing fire. and like at the end of the show we were hangin out outside and he was talking about how like he shot someone or something and went to jail. i dont know what happend but it fuckin scared me. he was huge. yeah it was good times.
currently im bored out of my fucking mind. i need to go and buy clothes tomorrow. and i think i might buy the amon amarth cd. they rock.
and thank the lord in heaven i finally got a job and its at a vieo game store how aweome is that. all ido is tell people what games to buy. i feel like a god, though a simple one, in my own video gaming way. plus i get to borrow games so i dont have to buy them so im gonna probably borrow some for travis. and they have these cool toys there i must have one cause hes a viking.
i need to like get out and do stuff more often casue last night was fun and i would rather go and do stuff that sit at home. i hate sitting at home. plus i think i need a girlfriend, or at least a hot girl who wants to hump or something. im joking of couse. who am i kidding no im not.anyways yeah i guess thats it.
hasta la vista baby
<3
marc
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Friday, October 25th, 2002
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hey everybody well its about effin time i updated. im just way to lazy for this crap. yeah so how is everyone doin? i would be doin better if i had a job. but i think i have that problem taken care of finally.
yeah my birthday is monday. gonna be 19 and still a loser. hey it happens right. hopefully this weekend will be fun.
hmm time to fill this with lots of nonsense that no one really cares about
current playlist:
thrice: the illusion of saftey
arch enemy: the one with the girl singer
exhumed: gore metal( thats the name of the cd)
afi: the art of drowning
eighteen visions: vanity
the deal: no idea what the namne of the cd is
and santa sangre.
yup yup good tunes.
school sucks its like im paying these people to teach me stuff i already know.
i need a car. bad.
the jackass movie is gonna be funny as hell i cant wait to see it. i saw some thing on mtv aboutit and seriosuly almost threw up i was laughing so hard. they put this electric thing on this guys balls and well just use your imagination.
i went to the point final show. other than like sinai beach and the deal the show was crappy. i met this one girl erin and her friends well i cant rememerb thier names but they were awesome. and then this one guy who like loves matoe. he was cool except that he likes possibly the worst band of all time. but he was cool none the less. yeah and that girl erin likes me hair cause its cool.
me and miles are really gonna start a band this time. its so cool. get this its oi! like the deal but witht the most brutal ass breakdowns ever. hahah shoudl be interesting.
im gone like the twin towers
<3
marc
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Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
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and a long story it is. well its been a while again. im kinda happy right now cause were having steak for dinner. i think no.....i do love steak. quite possibly on of the greatest foods on the planet. so how is everyone. so yeah im bored as usual. im taking a poll on travis's comstume for ecottys halloween party. everyone has to give thier opinion. or anyone who wants to. anyways so should he be a ninja...or.............a hula girl. see we went to the comstume store the other day and found the coconut boob things and the grass skirts and come on just thinkin about it is funny as hell. anywho. yeah i also am in need of a costume. i was gonna be a viking but decided that it was to expensive. yeah so i need a clever idea. anyways. i think i also need a girlfriend. its been long enough i mean jesus i may as well be a friggin monk. but yea i couldnt do that. um but oddly enough getting a girlfriend is a little harder than just saying yeah i need one. its not like when your like "oh i need some grapes so i shall venture out to the supermarket and pick up a bundle". doesnt work that way. i mean if i lived in fresno i would have a girlfriend by now. unfortunatly i dont. its like taking a toll on me like im starting to lose my mind. also ive been thinkin my standards for girls are wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too high. i was looking at pictures of girls on various internet sites and the only girls who i would have dated were so far out of my leauge it was ridiculous. i need to lower the bar a little. i mean imnot gonna jsut go around bangin everyhting that is a female but i cant jsut always try to get the best looking girls cause usually they are all shallow as me or as shallow as i use to be. and i mean come on im not even cloe to attractive enough to have standards that high. in fact according to my looks i shoudl prbably be dating a yeti ( bigfoot for the lesser educated ). anwyays so yeah. mmm steak is good oh wait where was i. but yeah i gotta do something about the whole me always being single thing. kinda puts a damper on things.
so thats it. the saga of my life
bye
<3
marc
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Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002
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hey there howdy everyone. not that anyone cares how im doing but i must say im doing just fine.
school effing sucks. i think.......no im sure i hate it. its the most awful place. i sit in front and do nothing but write nonsense and draw where notes are supposed to be. no one talks to me and i talk to now one. makes my life easier. anyways so let me get to the point. so im sitting there in math the other day and this girl tells me she needs help in math. and being the nice guy i am plus she had a serious rack of lamb goin on, i decide im gonna help her sure why not so i says to her i says well whenever you need help just tell me and i will help you out. so i sa her today after my class and she talks to me and shes like i need help can you show me how to do it. and im like yeah of course so she shows me the problem and its like retard elementry algebra. almost an insult to me so i help her out anyways and then after i help her she goes ok bye and walks off. no "i appreciate the help" no " see you in calss" not even a god damn " thanks for the fruit basket my husband loves grapes" well eff that too.
anywho so im kinda bored. hoping that i get the job at the video game place cause i mean come one how hard is it to play a game and tell someone if its cool or not. its not hard at all. very easy. yeah i need a job. i need money too. real bad. i need money to buy clothes. job=money=marcs looks fly. good equtaion i think. math has a large impact on life obviously.
so yeah im bored.
im also tired. i think im gonna go take a nap. and so i did.
thats it
bye<3
the one........the only
marccccccccccccccccccccc
and remember whenever life gets you down just turn up tha jams cause you gotta keep on keepin on
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Thursday, September 19th, 2002
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man its been a while........again. hey what can i say im lazy.
hmm lets see what has happened in the last few days. nothin much. i went to school. that was lame. um i went online. that was lame too. me and miles wrote a full song for the band. that was fun times.
ok so im sittin online. as usual. and i get this im from someone named like commanderzion or something and they ask me if i like the matrix. so i was all yeah it was a pretty cool flick. and then they were like yeah i got your screen name from livejournal. then i thought oh shit thats right my livejournal name is kinda makin fun of the movie. but anyways the person was cool. really cool actually. we had a conversation about video games or soemthing. im not exactly sure. anyways it made me think. why dont more people just i/m other people for the fuck of it. we should all be so lucky as this zoin commander person. i still have yet to find outexactly who this person is but hey it happens right. and they didnt care what i thought i mean i could have been like no i hate that fuckin movie and fuck you too but they i/med anyways. its strangers with that kind of honesty that make me grow a big rubbery one.....so to speak. anyways yeah so it was interesting.
which brings me to my next point what the fuck is up with surveys. i hate them so and i yet i cant help but fill every one of them out. oh well its fun stuff anyways.
i suppose thats it for now
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haha im retarded
bye
<3
marc
..............chicago!!!!
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1. Full Name: marc " vinny" mulhall
2. Were you named after anyone:maybe
3. Do you wish on stars: no
4. Which finger is your favorite: the middle one
5. When did you last cry: crying is for emo people xtoughx
6. Do you like your handwriting: not perticularly
7. What is your favorite lunch meat: roast beef
8. Any bad habits: fingernail biting
9. What is your embarrassing CD: all my cd's rock the house
10. If you were another person would you be friends with you: haha probably no one
11. Are you a daredevil: yes
12. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell: depends
13. Do looks matter: unfortunalty i am ridiculously shallow so yes
14. Have you ever mis-used a word and it sounded absolutely stupid: constantly
15. Do you think there is a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow: who gives a shit
16.Do fish have feelings:nope
17. Are you trendy: nope
18. How do you release anger: hit stuff
19. Where is your second home: the L's house
20. Do you trust others easily: no not usually
21. What was your favorite toy as a child: fuckin G. I. JOE's
22. What class in school do you think is totally useless: all of em
23. Do you have a journal: yeah live journal
24. Have you ever been on radio or television: no not yet. i have yet to become a full fleged rock star
25. Do you like sappy love songs: no not at all
26. Do you use sarcasm a lot: entirely too much
27. Have you ever been in a mosh pit: sure
28. What do you look for in a guy/girl: gotta have a nice rack, a perfect ass, and a nice face too. good personality is a plus
29. What are your nicknames: vinny
30. Would you bunjee jump: no
31. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off: yes
32. What are you worried about right now: god damn school
33. Do you wear overalls: hahah i did in the 80's when they were cool
34. Do you think that you are strong phyiscally: no
35. What's your favorite ice cream flavor: vanilla
36. What's your favorite color: black/white
37. What 's your least favorite thing in the world: school
38. How many wisdom teeth do you have: 4 but they stopped growing so i dont have to have em removed
39. Are you in love with anyone: occasionally
40. How many people have a crush on you right now: no one
41. Who do you miss right now: my cat i had when i was like 4. he was a fighter let me tell you
42. Do you want everyone you send this to, to send it back: i dont care
43. What scares you the most: kids...............oh and STD's
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Thursday, September 12th, 2002
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as for my soulmate from fresno. i was thinkin alot about it and it really would never work between us. she wont be able to move down here for 2 years to go to college out here. she lives really far. and i wouldnt be able to drive out there often and she wouldnt be able to drive here much either. but honestly im glad i met her. i would rather have her as a friend than nothing at all. i would consider her to be one of my better friends. there are very few people i could tell anything and she is one of them. and honestly im not gonna wait two years for her to move down here to be with someone. i just cant do it. i need a woman and im not gonna wait for one who lives so far away and it really breaks my heart to say it. i wish i could but im human. thats what the song i wrote was about. like she is so perfect for me and im so perfect for her but it cant work and since i saw it had to take the initiative to say something. and neither of us really wanted to belive it but i think its about time i start looking at it from a different perspective. i think its that shes too perfect and there had to be a flaw somewhere and it was the distance. ive tried long distance relationships and it never works ever. no matter how much you want it to it wont work because one person is always jealous of the other. once again its just becasue of human error. i mean im not a jealous person at all but if you had a person who you thought you loved.......didnt know if they felt the same way and they lived 6 hours away would you get jealous.....even a little. exactly. and even though i hate to i do get jealous over stupid trivial shit. its just the way i am. and i know i wouldnt ever cheat on her no matter what but how do i know she wouldnt i mean yes i trust her but how much trust can you give a person who you feel so much for and lives so far away. i think the reason i fell so hard for her (and i did) is becasue she liked me so much. and no girl out here likes me like that. and even if they did i dont think they would ever say it because thats how most girls are. they wait and wait until its too late and then they say something and its like fuck what the hell say something when you feel it not when "your over it". but yea i need to move on a find someone who i have a real chance with even if sh eis ugly cause my standards are way to high an di honestly dont wanna be alone all my life caseu im looking for the perfect girl. from personaly knowledge i know that the perfect girls is never gonna come along and when she does it will be too late. god i feel like such a idiot for doing it but i have to. i know that she is my one chance to be happy but how do i know if i dont search elsewhere. now i feel like such a fucking scumbag and i wish i could feel differently but i dont so ashlei im sorry but its how its gotta be. any girls out there have any hot friends tell em about me and maybe i wont feel like such a piece of shit for too long.
thats its
sadly
<3 marc
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hey kiddies how are things going? well there good here.
well a few days ago i went to hang out with travis monique alys and scott. i got the feeling( from the multiple middle fingers alys gave scott) that they didnt perticularly like him. but all in all it was good times.5 and diner the mall and the outlet. yup fun. since thats about all there is to do in elsinore. except to leave it.
i have noticed that these livejournals are usually used for venting frutstration. see thats why if you notice most of my journal entries are usuaully total bullshit. its more fun that way. i figure that people who read these read them to be entertained. and yes reading about sad stuff and be mad is quite entertaining, but i figure we need to shed a little light on the world and hopefully with my small contribution everyone will be a little less angry at the world.
im getting my hair cut and dyed soon. today or tomorrow hopefully if carrie doesnt bitch out....wich she will...........but hey she has big boobs and cuts myhair when loni cant so im not complaining. and yes big boobs make everything better. so yeah im dying it black and putting blonde in it like on the sideburns and maybe a stripe thing around the back. should be good times. unfortunatly its f-ing expensive to get my hair cut by carrie. she is some stylist and use to work in some big salon so she charges the big bucks. its like $30 just for a trim. that means you pay her $30 and she shaves your head. weak sauce. but with the boobs she can charge me any damn thing she wants.
i wrote a new song today. it kicks ass. its called " the patron saint of liars". its about the usual. but hey its easy to write about girls. plus they like it i hear so whatever. sad thing is that it isnt about a girl breakin my heart its about me breaking hers. weak i know but hey i gotta live up to my reputation of "the heartbreaker". i honestly dont know who came up with that but i think it was miles. if it was and im pretty sure it was good job cause now i gotta cool nickname. anywho. so by the title of my song i am the patron saint of liars. ooooo another good nickname. even though it kinda screws me forever with chicks if the call me that. so i htink i will stick with the other one that makes me sounds like a wwf superstar.
fight club is an amazing movie. and so is zoolander. i wish i was really really really ridiculously good looking and could do it for a career. oh and i watched the dimmu borgir dvd box set. creepy stuff man. the synth player just sits there with his eyes closed and looks evil. and then theres this part where the singer cuts his toung and lip with a razor blad and spits blood on everyone. dope shit . then he gets drenched in like 90 gallons of cow blood on stage. man that band is all about presence. thier dvd box set unfolds to form an upside down cross with the dvds that say 666 on them. its quite evil. miles gets off on that shit though. hes like " oh yeah its fiendish yeaaahhhhhhhhhhh". whatever. and for hating 18 visions he does take the whole rockstar image quite far. but hey dont we all. well me anyways.
yea i was thinkin by october 28 in the year 2003 i will be 20 years old. fuck man i feel old just thinking about it. 20 years old. that means almost enough to go and have fun at vegas. but then i realize that im not really into the whole gambling thing plus im straight edge so i dont really any reason to be stoked about being 21. or even 20 for that matter. 18 on the other hand allows me to buy porn which i do indeed like. though i really havent bought any or watched very much at all since i turned 18 its still great.
i talked to david today and hes all yeah i got a new band goin we are good. he said his song was a freakin masterpeice. i'll have to hear it. unfortunalty for him he writes like poppy metal. so yeah. booooo.
um yeah this is a long entry but i got alot to say. church isnt so gay anymore i mean i realized there are alot of people who go there who i love like family and i eralize that though church isnt really my thing i enjoy going casue it lets me see the poeple i like hanging out with. ive met like 876 people since i started going. no hot girls yet though .........well none that are single or would like me. there are a few hotties that go but they have boyfriends or find me to be an odd specimen of human being so they steer clear. i hate it but hey its life right.
or think of me as a brother and nothing more. if there is anything thats weak its being "like a brother" to hot girls. eff that. i have to work the church festival at a friggin pizza booth. a pizza booth for shit sake i mean they put me at the biggest booth there is how crappy is that. plus the put me at peak lunch time one day and peak dinner time another. im a little upset by this. but im over it.
i need money so send me money. email me for the adress and i will get it to you asap so you can get me some dinero. i need shoes and clothes and a ticket to throwdown. any takers?
thats its
bye
marc
<3
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Sunday, September 8th, 2002
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to those reading this is a story of love money honor and pretty much nothing at all but since your reading i figured hey i might as well amuse your right.
i have discovered in my many years of medical practice two things. number one: you really should have a medical degree to be a doctor because the government is really crakin down. and number two: entirely too many people in this world have some sort of sexually transmitted disease.i have also learned through my semi illeagle medical practice that i do stuff at times and do different stuff at others. The main question is not what I do but what I fail to do. The path to the correct way is often found in the oddest of places of the mind's capacity. I have found this to be evident cause a little green martian told me once that my head was an odd shape and therefore and obvious indication that it was good at eating various objects of different shapes and sizes. These things ranged from nuts and bolts to oddly shaped fruit bowls and mazingly enough.........ball point pens of various color. But the strangest part about this whole confrontation with your mom is that she never said she liked me. I found this particularly odd because my cracker jacks prize was only a sticker. So I leave it to any of you to decide. What is normal and what isn't? excattlllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
if this story in some odd way made any sense to anyone reading it you are one of two in a million. myself being the other of the two.
so how is everyone doing? im just fine except for the fact that i completely confused myself with my own story. um so yeah i got new cds.
in flames: rerout to remain
at the gates: slaughter of the soul
caliban vs heavenshallburn: the split program
all amazing tunes. plus i got the hyde cd a while ago and love it. i really want the new 18 visions and yeah i dont care if everyone thinks it sucks i like it. plus im geting the norma jean cd soon enough so i will have lots of good tunes to jam to.
it appears that the band is heading towards a black/death metal tone with asmidgen of noisy chaos parts but mostly metal with REdiculously heavy and slow breakdowns. its gonna be good. i wanted a band with a norma jean sound to it so if anyone is interested please do contact me even though almost no one who reads this plays any musical instruments.
um yeah the 18v/etid show was awesome. even though i only really liked two bands that played. i wanted to see nora pretty bad and they were ok but nothin to get overly excited about. every time i die was amazing as always. and 18 visions was amazing too. they only thing thatkinda boggled the mind was the over abundance of mowhawks there. and they werent like oc mini mowhawks they were like real mowhawks. go figure.
i missed pauls show. sorry about that. i couldnt get a ride plus i didnt have any money i could spare. if i did i would have gone. to anyone who went could you please inform me of how well the bands did. i would greatly appreciate it.
so i guess thats it for today.
bye
<3
marc
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Wednesday, September 4th, 2002
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alot has happend in these last few days. alot of good things and alot of bad things. and by that i mean nothing at all has happend. always fun.
i like the falling cycle cd alot. its grand. i also am in love with the hyde cd i bought not to long ago. its amazing. we tryed out scott to play guitar for our band. we will probably have him in it. the only thing that sucks about his style is that its kinda cheasy. but its ok cause hes good people and we will teach him the finer points of metal.
lets see. i decided that my all time top ten movie list was incorrect so i am re doing it........now
10. the 5th element
9. bram stokers dracula.
8. dude wheres my car.....funny as hell.
7. the hellfest dvd
6. goodfellas
5. last man standing.
4. porn........any porn at all
3. resevior dogs
2. scarface
1. still pulp fiction.
18 visions, norma jean and every time i die tomorrow. yay should be a hoot.
i noticed something about my school. everyone there is a bro and they all try act bad ass. then finally they start starin and your like " what take a picture it will last longer, mind your fuckin buisness!!" then they get all butt hurt. and on top of that they try to get crazy till you bust out the brass and they are like oh um i have somewhere to be. fucking pussies.
i was thinking that there arent enough hot girls in the area of where i live so im moving. not sure where yet. somewhere thats not ghetto.
rediculousness gets far in this crazy world let me tell you. its always fun. like just sit in yourclasses and tell ridiculously outrageous stories to people and then all the sudden your the life of the party. i hate school. well im pertty much out of stuff to talk about for now anyways.
bye
<3
marc
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Thursday, August 29th, 2002
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list of good things and bad things
good:
boobs
girls
god
straight edge
vanilla coke
anything by skynard
marcs top ten movie list
cool hair
not wearing underwear
breaking shit
breaking shit while other people are watching you break shit on a stage
ashlei
sammy( very attractive and nice girl from hb)
the L's house
coffee
cappuccinos
dancin
fightin
spitin
cursin
spending money
movies
miles tum tum
dr pepper
metal
rambling and nonsense
iron maiden
breakdowns
models
bacon
pork chops
super troopers
in n out
bruce willes( my hero)
sean connery( my other hero)
and last not definitly not least my long time friend and brother..AOL
bad:
tofu
drugs
alchohol
satan( hes no pal of mine)
punk rock
emo
pop punk
small animals.i.e. kittnes puppies, etc
driving the beast
the sun
not having tattoos
not having money
mtv
ugly hair
people who steal my god damn cd's
crappy movies
dolphins
baggy pants
getting my balls smashed by some dumb fuck at a show who thinks aiming for peoples man jewels is funny
and bill gates the bastard
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let see. whats up my peeps. haha sorry had to say that. anywho how are things for everyone who reads this peice of crap and never really pays any attention to it. im fine. tired but fine.
knotts was fun. some girl told me i was hot and she liked my hair. i think she was crazy. that place is ghetto. let me tell ya. hte new pink ride thats liek all 50's style is bad ass. its rediculously fast.......like travis's car. but a little faster. i spent $4 on a god damn shake there. but it was defintily worth it. very tasty.
were forming a new band. i want a sound similar to every time i die and norma jean. miles wants something more like dead to fall. either way were gonna break alot of shit live. expect the best. no name as of yet. but a certain style will be decided soon. we want a christian band. so get out yer bibles kiddies. lots of breakdowns. and crazyness. we need people who are good at instruments. and like to break shit. good times will be had. oh yes.
i got this new thing for my computer called winamp. its like a media player but way more bad ass. cause you can like put new skins on it and make it look all cool and have 980734 windows and play wiht it all day.
i would like to formally apoligize to aol for neglecting my long time friend for so very long. im sorry pal. even though you can be a piece of shit and kick me off every 10 seconds i love you.
i <3 boobs
i <3 ashlei
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sorry im a goober. what else.............um yeah so life is pretty good as of now. i have to pay for classes for right now. boooooo. but i will get re-imberssed later. books are freakin expensive. its a bummer. school is freakin easy as hell. i go.........i sit..............i sleep.............i look at hot girls and talk to them occasionally................i go home. easy enough eh. and htey say education is the hardest part of life. well actually i dont think anyone says that for real but it sounds good. but when i get the financial aide stuff i will actually finally be getting my tattoos. its about god damn time. i figured out that that is the reason i am biter at the world. im 18 almost 9 and i have no ink.....NONE. anyways that shoule be gettin fixed soon.
on a lighter note cappuccino is very damn good. its so very tasty. as is dr pepper. this a long entry but i figure i gotta mke up for a month or so of me not updating so if you dont like it kiss my white ass. or not either way i dont care. oh man and army of darkness gets on the top ten greatest movies of all time.
heres the list:
10. evil dead.2
9. day of the dead ( the hbo movie travis talks about)
8. saving private ryan
7. anything with jenna jameson(sorry trav shes hot)
6. snatch
5. bram stokers dracula
4. gladiator
3. army of darkness
2. fight club
and coming number 1 the greatest movie of all time.............lassie
haha yeah right
number one is pulp fiction. its got john travolta dancin, sammy jackson shootin. bruce willis cuttin some hick up and an acura nsx. what could be better
i guess thats it for now
bye
<3
marc
aka tony(the mafia name)
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Monday, August 19th, 2002
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back by popular demand is me. no not really. i just gt bored as heck. anywho lets ee was new with marc. nothin as usual of course.
umi started shool today. it as gay. i was half tempted to leave and shoot myself n the face....then decided why let them win. ya know. huh ya know.
hippies are crazy...along with white rastafarians, eskimos, and desite popular belief..... so are nearly all cops. if that made any sense whatsoever.
waking up early can kiss my ass. i think that 6 in the morning should not exsist..there for is does not.
road to perdition= bad ass flick. tom hanks bust out his tommy gun, no pun intended, and regulates. what more needs to be said. the role would have better been played by bruce willis of course. take the movie last man standing for example. the man is humping some girl gets up bust out his guns and kills 7 to 8 people then hops back on to finish the ride. does it get cooler. yes
let me tell you how. by taking $211 from some dumb ass and his donkey then finding out they were extradited to afghanistan for crimes against government. then spending the dough and writing a letter to his dumb ass saying and i quote
" dear dumbasses,
i spent the money i took form you and twinkeis and cheap whores. then preached to the whores out of the bible so as to make the money wasted. and it was all on your tab. so i conclude by saying farewell for ever......dumbasses
marc"
all in good fun of course. hmm im thinking we need to find guitar players who are commited to playing some jammy jams for people to hurt others to while listening.
yup
um ive decided i wanna be a cop or a teacher just to dick with people and get away with it. could you imagine the possiblities. it will be a hoot. good times will be had for sure.
and that is that.
fin
<3
marc
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